Here's Where the Story Ends

“Hey, Bonehead,” Buffy said. She found William alone in the garden when she
returned from her vision quest with Ea.

“Hey,” he said, feigning offense. He lacked the energy to supply any real
venom to the response.

“Did you find your special purpose?” she asked.

“Part of it, yeah,” he said. He held up an odd triangular dagger that rested
in the palm of his left hand. The shape of it reminded her of a thorn on a
rosebush. Its double-edged blade gleamed as he turned it.

“Shiny gifted weapons usually indicate bigger fights a-coming,” she said.

William looked away from her. The pallid moonlight washed him with blue-white
luminescence that made him seem like an apparition in the darkened courtyard.
The slashes in his shirt and deep hollows beneath his eyes only heightened the
ghostly-ness. But something else that troubled her, something in the way he
struggled that set off flashing red lights of concern.        

Buffy cut across the yard to stand with him. “Hey,” she said. “Look at me.”

He did. He stared down at her face, not at her eyes but near enough. She
reached for him, but he recoiled.
“You should rally the troops,” he said. “Get Rupert on the horn to his Watcher
wannabes. The world will witness...”

Buffy was nodding. “I know. I saw her too. Ea of the Old Women, or whatever.
You were right.”
“I am right,” he said. He nodded, firmly. “And I will be in this fight with you.
All the way. To the end, as ever. Even if I don’t stay here.”

He lingered for half a heartbeat, watching her eyes, before striding past her
toward the house.

Buffy reeled. A pulse of adrenaline surged through her. It was the first time
that had happened since they came to London. Blood rushed in her ears and boiled behind her eyes. She whirled
around.

“You can’t go,” she said, much louder than she intended.

William halted on the step, but did not look back. He said, “Why not?”

Buffy faltered. “Where would you go?” she asked in a small voice.

Now William did turn. “I walked this earth one hundred and thirty years before I met you. I don’t think finding
my way’s an issue, luv.” The muscles in his jaw clamped down in an expression of scorn and pain.

“But,” Buffy sputtered. Her breath caught in her throat. “You... can’t go,” she said.

William closed his eyes. “But I can, Buffy. Don’t you see?”

He was moving again, bound for the door. He was leaving, and all the words she knew she had known had fled the
country, possibly for Spain. She had nothing. Nada. And he was leaving.

“You came back,” she said, overloud again and nearly fumbling the words.

He turned again. “And?”

“So you have to stay back,” Buffy said. She blinked. Her brow crimped like the edges of a piecrust. “Wait. I
mean, don’t
stay back. But do...” Buffy pressed her fingers to her temples. She drew a trembling breath. “Don’t
go,” she said.

William walked a few steps in Buffy’s direction. He looked non-amused.

“If you’re hanging on to me out of some twisted sense of obligation, don’t bother,” he growled. “I’ll walk right
out that door.”

“It’s not that,” she protested. She set her chin, but could not continue.

The lines in William’s face softened. He said, “Why can’t you say it?”

“I did say it.”

“Yeah. Once. When I was dying,” he said.

Buffy huffed. She folded her arms. William looked skyward, at the quarter moon that skated under layers of
buttermilk clouds. Part of his head encouraged his legs to keep up with the forward momentum of moving out.
The rest of him remained focused on the faint creases around her eyes...

Buffy lifted her eyes as though she sensed him watching her.

“You don’t get it yet, do you?” she said, quietly.

“We have always been honest, pet. Blood-to-bone honest with each other, if not with ourselves. I know you
don’t love me,” he said.

“You’re wrong.”

He ignored her. “I know that given the chance, you’d have wished for Angel. And he’d be standing here, instead
of me.”

“No,” Buffy said firmly. “You died, William. Get it?”

“Get what?” he asked, his voice rising.

Buffy crossed the distance between them. “In your last big fiery showdown, you and Angel versus untold legions,
you died. You were killed halfway around the world, and I felt it. Part of me... felt it.”        

William kissed her then - a rough, unexpected kiss on the mouth. Unexpected for him as well, when he had
intended to kiss her temple and walk away.

In that moment, William felt the tumblers of all the locks roll back. The pieces they had fought so hard to
understand finally fit into place...

He parted their kiss and found her eyes.

“See?” she said. She shoved his shoulder in an I-told-you-so kind of way.        

“It didn’t make sense, of course,” he said.

“No. Couldn’t...”

“Not until I got my soul back,” William mused. “Which means we’re...”

“Idiots...?”

“Complete,” he said. He laughed, lightly.

“So,” Buffy said. “Stay.”

Without hesitation, William folded her into his arms. He rested his chin on top of her head.

Buffy felt almost wild with exhaustion and exhilaration. They survived another day. All of them. And that was the
overall goal, was it not? Short checklist, all things considered. Save the world. Don’t get killed. Gold stars all
around. At least for tonight.

So what if bigger bads were London-bound? They had seen worse and made it through. What couldn’t they face,
the lot of them, if they were together?

Buffy and William sat side by side on the flagstone step, watching the wind ruffle the grass and trace distorted
shapes in the ashen clouds. Buffy found William’s hand. She laced her fingers with his. She felt the pulse
thrumming beneath his skin, and it thrilled her.

She whispered, “Whatever happens. Whatever is coming. We survive. We make it through, okay? We get to see
the end.”

William squeezed her hand, then lay his head against her shoulder.

“All right,” he said. “To the end.”        


They should have known, but they did not. They should have guessed. But new lovers see so little of the world
beyond their bright circle.

They did not see the shadowed figure looking down at them from the hall window. They could not known that
Angel watched, expressionless, motionless, and in stunned disbelief. Outside, looking in.

Something inside him twisted and writhed. The mark on his chest, the symbol of the Black Thorn Circle, blistered
like a brand. Angel bit back the urge to scream. He could not stay here. He could not stand by and watch...
them.

And so by morning, Angel had gone.
.Chapter Index.

Part One: Wishes

London Flat
City of Angels
Wishes
Fruitless
Coming Home
Unwelcome
Religious Experience,
with Donuts
Thoughts on Dinner
and Death
The Kitchen Witch
Kensington Park
Aura
A Round In
Patrol
Aura Deflection
Connection
Morning After
Slayers in Waiting
Go Ask Alice
Watchers Junior
London Bumpy
Honeymoon's Over
Still In The Game
No Angel
Aftershocks
Crowded House in the
Middle of the Street
Adding Low to the
Lowdown
The Sisters
Disenchanted (Part One)
Watchers In Crime
Bad Blood
Disenchanted (Part Two)
Falling
Hallelujah
Here's Where The Story
Ends

For Part Two - Regrets
Chapter Index, click
here.
.Part Two.Regrets.
It’s that little souvenir
of a terrible year
Which makes my eyes
feel sore
And who ever would’ve
thought the books
that you brought
Were all I loved you for

Oh the devil in me said,
go down to the shed
I know where I belong
But the only thing I ever
really wanted to say
Was wrong, was wrong,
was wrong

It’s that little souvenir
of a colourful year
Which makes me smile
inside
So I cynically, cynically
say, the world is that way
Surprise, surprise, surprise,
surprise, surprise
Here’s where the story ends
Ooh here’s where the story
ends

Here's Where The Story Ends
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